SURVEY!!!

=Now=
Current mood: kind of upset
Current music: mindless self indulgence
Current taste: dr pepper to make the world taste better, be you, be true, do what you do
Current hair: Brown
Current clothes: LoveSac T with Black Silk Pants
Current annoyance: opossum fucking tractor school
Current smell:Tobacco
Current thing I ought to be doing: Having fun and living my youth
Current windows open: AOL (blogdrive, a few ims and some ungodly kinky porn) Current desktop picture: A pic of the Incubus concert i went to for my bday superimposed ontop of a bloody dove
Current favorite band: So many to choose from, anything really heavy and angry is what i need right now
Current book: The Vampire Lestat
Current cd in stereo: System Of A Down- I-E-A-E-I-E-A-E-O..now its Mr. Jack
Current crush: Idiot- catterpillar-Frankie goes to hollywood S&M mohawkness dude
Current favorite celeb: Fuck Celebrities, pay me the millions
Current hate: Opossum fucking tractor school and everyone there

=Do I=
Smoke?: yes Do drugs?: Yes
Have sex?: Not habitually
Receive oral sex?: None of your fucking business ;-)
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: Yes
Remember your first love?: Yes Still love him/her?: Yes
Read the newspaper?: sometimes
Have any gay or lesbian friends?: Yes, i couldnt live without them Believe in miracles?: not after what ive seen
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: Yes, it the person has no free thinking
Consider yourself tolerant of others?: Yes
Consider love a mistake?: Yes
Like the taste of alcohol?: Only hard liquor, but honeslty, it all tastes good after the first glass
Have a favorite candy?: Sour spray
Believe in astrology?: To an extent
Believe in magic?: Yes Believe in God?: I believe in a higher power, not the conventional Christian god
Have any pets: Two dogs(bosco and miller) and a bird (elvis)
Go to or plan to go to college: After high school
Have any piercings?: several Have any tattoos?: Not yet
Hate yourself: Yes
Have an obsession?: many Have a secret crush?: No, its not secret Do they know yet?: Yes
Have a best friend?: Yes
Wish on stars?: No
Care about looks?: No, looks fade, the personality doesnt
=Love life=
First Crush: **blush** First kiss: 2 hours long
Single or attached?: kind of attatched, but not really
Ever been in love?: if thats what you call this hell of emotion
Do you believe in love at first sight?: no..that would mean you only based it on their appearance
Do you believe in "the one?": No

=Juicy stuff=
Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing? Yes
Have you ever been intoxicated?: oh god yes
Favorite place to be kissed?: do i really want to share that information? (its not the lips)
Have you ever been caught "doing something?": Yes, and was too drunk to care
Are you a tease?: I can be when the time calls for a little more fun
Shy to make the first move?: Yes, but once i get going...bow chicki bow wow

=Word association=
Rubber: condom
Rock: And Roll
Green: stash
Wet: Rain
Cry: red
Peanut: butter
Hay: ho
Cold: cutting glass
Steam: -y sex
Fast: action
Freaky: style
Rainy: sleep
Bite: marks
Fuck: you/me PLEASE!
Blow: coke

--APPEARANCE:--
Hair: Brown.soon to be dreads
Eyes: Green
Height: 5' 7 or 8...something like that...

--LAST THING YOU:--
Bought: 2 guage plugs
Ate & Drank: double steakburger with cheese, and a DR. PEPPER bitches...make the world taste better
Read: my brothers old psychology text book
Watched on tv: alice and wonderland
--EITHER / OR:--
club or house party: House party.....god i love those
beer or cider: Beer
drinks or shots: i take "shot" drinks in large glasses..whatever that is
cats or dogs: depends
single or taken: torn
pen or pencil: mechanical pencil or charcoal
gloves or mittens: homeless Gloves
food or candy: Food
cassette or cd: CD
coke or pepsi: Dr. Pepper
this or that: Those

--WHO DO YOU WANT TO:--
kill: the list is too long....
get really wasted with: Aaron
look like: myself
be like: myself
avoid: everyone who has known me for over a year

--LAST PERSON YOU—
talked to: megan or my father
hugged: aaron..the only person i touch
instant messaged: amanda
kissed: aaron

--WHERE DO YOU
eat: Where there is food
cry: In driveways when im intoxicated (hehe), in bed with my red light on
wish you were: Somewhere else
--HAVE YOU EVER...—
Dated one of your best friends? No
Loved somebody so much it makes you cry? Yes
Drank alcohol? Yepp
Done drugs? Yes.
Broken the law? Yes
Run away from home? Yes
Broken a bone? Yes
Played Truth Or Dare? Yes
Kissed someone you didn't know? No
Been in a fight? verbal-yes physical-yes
Come close to dying? several times


he most embarrassing CD in your collection? a group called Cleopatra...but its been in the microwave several times

your favorite thing for breakfast? nothing
favorite restaurant? caraba's

--RANDOM QUESTIONS--
What's on your bedside table?: a book, a pencil and notebook, salt, and some toys
What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night?: tea, ham, cheese, whatever doesnt smell
What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie? the only movie i have EVER cried at was the never ending story...fucking atreyu didnt save artax
If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done?: already had it to sew my lip back on...but again i would have a skin laser
What is your biggest fear?: living a dull life
What feature are you most insecure about?: the way i move
Do you ever have to beg?: yes
Are you a pyromaniac?: yes
Do you have too many love interests?: 1 is too many
Do you know anyone famous?: kinda
Describe your bed: a bunk bed, couch on bottom, top is two full length tyedye pillows and the BLANKET OF ETERNITY (the shitness that saved my sanity)
Spontaneous or plain?: spontaneous
Do you know how to play poker?: damn good at it too
What do you carry with you at all times?: cell, safety pin, a bell, a peace sign, korn cuffs, guitar pick, Celtic ring
How do you drive?: Don't
What do you miss most about being little?: being carefree
Are you happy with your given name?: no, it was given to me for a vain, greedy purpose..
How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for one year? there is not a number in existence to begin to understand my dependency
What color is your bedroom?: blue/purple...but too many posters are up to tell
What was the last song you were listening to?: Korn's Xmas song
Do you talk a lot?: no
Do you like yourself and believe in yourself?: no to the first, yes to the second
Do you think you're cute? i dont find myself cute, others say i am
Do poor, homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you? no
Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?: im nice until you give me a reason not to be..then im satan
Do you spend more time with your girlfriend, boyfriend, or your friends?: Friend
What is the first thing you think when you see two gay guys or lesbians holding hands?: sexyness